I really thought the pregnancy will be the happiest event of my life. And yet during a minute I feel joy and the next minute I feel emotional. Sometimes I just feel like crying for no reason. I have never been this sensitive and it feels very strange. Most of the time I (try to) control it during the day. And when I go home I take it to my husband. Sometimes I cry and sometimes I get nervous for no reason. Thank God he is the sweetest person on earth and understands everything that I’m going through. He’s been very supportive and that keeps me thinking what would I do without his support.
Day to day I have learned that positive affirmations and positive thinking can help me go through the working day. I have fears and doubts, I feel anxious…
I have no other option than to be very strong, to do my best and be the best version of myself form my baby that is on the way and for my husband.
This post was inspired by Looking For My Rainbow.
Through this post I want to tell you how I feel…
It’s been a great year and there wasn’t a day that I didn’t think of you. Sometimes I miss you. Sometimes I see you in details of daily life. I imagine I hear your words in my head as an ordinary conversation goes on. I wish you were here and I could tell you that I’m giving you a grandchild soon. I can’t help it but feel somehow guilty that It didn’t happen when you were alive. Oh I know that you loved my baby long before it was planed, and if you were here my baby would have loved you because you were loved from everyone that you knew.
I’m super sensitive these days and I can’t help it. I just miss you and wish you were here with me on this stage of life, when I’m very happy and I want to share it with every person in the world.
Who am I and why I’m here?
I’m just another mom to be. Simple as that 🙂 .
The reason why I want to be part of Blogging 101 is not just a journal of my pregnancy…I want to share these moments with other people like me and maybe in the end there will be at least one post that will be worth it. It’s going to be difficult in between all the changes that I’m experiencing, having full-time job, a husband and so many things to do during the day and I am aware that it is not a simple journal which I admit I’ve been skipping lately for (no particular) reason.
I know that this is very sensitive time of my life, and I will struggle, I will have difficult moments and I hope that writing about what is going on with me during this time will help me and I hope it will help the community.
Happy blogging and good luck to all new bloggers!
My first pregnancy!
I never new that you could feel so many different emotions at the same time. When I saw that second line, my knees went weak and I just didn’t know what to think. I’ve been dreaming for this moment for a long time. I didn’t think it would happen this fast. I just thought that there was something wrong with the test. Could it be possible that my wish has come true? Could it be that I was the happiest person in the entire world?